| jon hit two bowls a joint and a blunt |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|12:00 am] |
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| | audioslave | ] | so this apartment with my brother thing is actually working out better than i thought it would, yeah working sucks and i kind of wish i went away to college, but there's nothing wrong with UNHM. Dan and i are slowly putting this place together. it actually wouldn't be bad at all if he would just get me a couch or futon like he promised. right now the livingroom consists og two bean bag charis, entertainment system (tv,dvd,etc.) and this lovely computer that we finally have internet connection for. all we need is the couch and we'd be set. work sucks as usual, but i deal with it. movie gallery actually isn't a bad job, but i'm just really sick of the whole mcd's scene. maybe it'll be better when we go 24/7 and i work only over nights. i just got back from michigan. i miss everyone so much. its weird, thursday was thanksgiving with my dad's family, decortations, fancy china, cloth napkins,appetizers, football, trivia games, etc., then friday we had thanksgiving with my mom's side, paper plates, snowball fights, movies, kids running around, and one very intense $10 entrance poker game. i love it.
well jordan and jon b are here so i'm out. <3 |
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| a new beginning |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|02:50 pm] |
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| | Bless The Broken Road (our song) | ] | so my first class is today, i'm a little nervous. It's math so i'm not excited at all. I think going to UNH Manchester instead of boston was deffenitly the right way to go. I'm moving out of my dad's and getting an appartment with my brother within the next few weeks. and i finally think i'm going to quit my job down in hudson. Jason and i had a talk and as much as we're going to miss seeing eachother that often, and even though i know its going to bring the end to us, its something that has to happen. I hate that as soon as one thing changes, everything else in my life has to change at the same time. i miss my mom and dayna i miss all of my family i miss all my friends and even though i saw him monday, i miss Jason too. <3Kristen |
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| work is squishy |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|06:02 pm] |
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| | fans/yelling/beeping | ] | well its been a few months, and to tell the truth i wouldn't be updating if i wasn't such a slacker at work, but thats life.
i can't believe prom is over, its like the thing you look forward to when starting high school, and now it has passed. oh, well, atleast it was awesome.
graduation saturday, i hope Jason can come. Speaking of Jason i'm going to a concert with him thursday (i'm so excited!), and he bought me three tickets to the 3doors down/staind/breaking benjamin concert for a graduation present.
so i got accepted to Suffolk University, Courtney and i should be moving down to boston in late july sometime.
my mom got married, and she's moving in 10 days. i still havn't packed that much of my stuff, she wants me to start moving it up to my dad's this week.
well i guess i should go do some work. although i am the manager so i don't really have to i just feel bad for my crew.
<3 |
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| the drinking bone is connected to the party bone |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|05:35 am] |
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| | Switchfoot~*~ Beautiful let down | ] | i start bartending classes today with courtney, 9am-4pm, then i have work 5pm-9pm. today is going to be such a long day, and i bet they're going to ask me to close, that would suck. They're still trying to get me to transfer, but i don't want to leave me crew, especially Jason. ::sigh:: he just called. i miss him. but i must go get courtney now. <33 |
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| there is always another wound to discover.... |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|11:26 pm] |
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| | he makes me smile | ] |
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| | *Bless The Broken Road* (our song) | ] |
i finally got my new phone. new number is 361-9157. dootdoot
i have been in such a stressed out mood for the past like 2 weeks, and i have felt so bad because he wants so bad to just make me constantly happy, and i become sort of distant when i'm upset. but yesterday i was in the best mood and so excited and happy to see him, and go figure my confident, never gets jealous boy, is jealous and in an upset mood because of Ryan. i was shocked. He really never gets jealous. aww he's so cute. hehe this time i got to play the comfort person. Like i could ever love someone else when i have him. ::shakes head::
*i'd like to have the time i've lost and give it back to you*
i went to my dad's today. i hate how he keeps bringing up nursing. he doesn't understand that when i say, " i want to go into film studies or photography" that thats what i'm going to do, if he likes itor not. grrrr......
<33 |
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| i don't know what i'd do, baby if i lost you |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|11:53 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | Los Lonely Boys~*~ More Than Love | ] | so i guess everyone had a great time at my party friday night, so thats good. i think jordan and i are the only ones that didn't drink or smoke. I didn't sleep at all, then i had to work till close, that sucked. i was up for like 40 hrs straight. that wasn't fun.
as fun as friday was, saturday was sooo much better (morning and afternoon). we just cuddled and talked for hours. i love him so much. i don't know what i'm going to do when i go off to college (if i get into college). grr... i don't want to think about it.
school tomorrow. i need to really bring my grades up before report cards or i'm screwed.
<3Kristen |
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| Its all in my head |
[Dec. 29th, 2004|03:32 pm] |
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| | hopeful | ] |
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| | Tim McGraw~*~Don't Take The Girl | ] | gahh i have to leave for work in an hour. This vacation has been going by so fast. i can't beleive it's already wednesday. and of course cary had me close christmas eve and i also have to close new years eve. i know close is 7 so i'll be out by 8ish but then i still have to pick people up and head up to manchester. its just a pain.
my mom had the baby! she's absolutely beautiful, i havn't been getting much sleep though, i'm helping out my mom so she can get some sleep. The baby doesn't really cry much, she just likes to be held.
i'm excited i get to see him tonight. we kind of got into a little fight monday night, but it didn't last long. we make up quickly. hehe.
<3Kristen |
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| i'm drowning in my thoughts of you. |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|04:24 pm] |
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| | Goo Goo Dolls *Iris* | ] | well it finally happened, i got that promotion, and my raise. so i guess thats good. but now i work over 30 hours a week, and every day i work i close. so, i am quite exhausted. three hours of sleep a night is not enough. oh, well.
well i suppose i shouldn't be on this, i have three lab reports to do before i go to work. yikes! yeah like i'm gonna get those done. i hate chem and mrs.laflur so much. well thats enough of my bitchin'.
<3Kristen |
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| United We Rock |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|09:57 pm] |
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| | exhausted | ] |
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| | A Breed Apart | ] | today was amazing. the whole show was great/insane, we were in front for it all (on the main stage) so i got to see all the bands on that stage perfectly. Jon was kind of pissing me off, but i tried to let it go and just have fun with Brenden and Scott. Jordan was sick so she couldn't go. but i got her a T~shirt.
i walked out friday from work. thats was fun. i couldn't take Dale's shit. I knew Carry and Bob wouldn't care.
well i'm tired. goodnight. |
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| i know who i want to take me home.... |
[Sep. 20th, 2004|01:58 pm] |
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| | relieved | ] |
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| | Semisonic~*~Closing Time | ] | 6 days until Loco Bazooka, i'm excited.
So they want to make me an area manager, then when i'm 18 a "swing" manager, which is basically just the manager that closes and what not i guess. whatever, as long as i get manager pay i don't care.
i stayed home from school today, i didn't feel well this morning, and i was wicked tired. i hate how i work every day of the weekend, and they have me close so i can't even go out after work. i hate carry.
Brenden and me woke up early on sunday so we could visit Mallory and my David on sunday. i never see mallory anymore cause she only works one day, and my David only opens. :-(
i now go to the North school for lunch. i actually like going there for a class. i miss the north school.
<33 |
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| It's nothng but a memory that will fade with the sun.... |
[Sep. 14th, 2004|10:59 am] |
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| | hopeful | ] |
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| | Savage Garden~*~ Crash and Burn | ] | The summer is ending soon, and it feels like it has barely started. I feel like we just ended school like 2 weeks ago. grr...
I got my schedule fixed finally:
First Semester~> Q1: Graphic Design - Mr.Ouellette Q2: P.E.2 - Ms.Kulmann 2nd: Chemistrey - Ms.Lafleur 3rd: Intro to Drama - Mr.Heinhold 4th: Visual Lit. - Ms.Hilliard
Second Semester~> 1st: Interior Design - Ms.Lambert 2nd: Biology 2 - Mr.Detering 3rd: Pre Calc - Ms.Manning 4th: Photography - Ms.Olson
i talked to my counselor, and i suppose i have to choose between Biology 2 and Latin 3, both classes are at the same time so i can only take one. But he said i can have the whole 1st semester to think about it. Also now that i've changed it, i'm thinking i should have stayed with Sociology rather than changing it to Visual Lit....
<33 |
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| All the memories so close to me just fade away.... |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|12:51 pm] |
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| | content | ] |
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| | Avril Lavigne~*~Nobody's Home | ] |
The past 2 weeks have been so much fun. Canobie with Surbhi, Jordan, Jon, and Scott was wicked funny. i love how we tried to fit all of us in one tea cup, and amazingly did it. Then afterwards was also fun, especially almost dying haha. i've come to the conclusion that everyone i work with is insane, including me, there is not one person i can think of that works there that has never climbed in and out of the drive thru window, grilled a happy meal toy, or took a sledge hammer to ronald(the damn clown just won't stop smiling). haha "whats really going on here?"
i'm finally taking my senior pictures on wednesday. talk about last minute. oh, well.
We put my dog down the other night. i feel so bad for my brother, that was his dog for 13 years.
Concert tonight with my mom and Jordan, Sarah McLachlan. Should be great fun.
My mom is getting to fat. haha but she makes a cute pregnant lady. She wants to name the baby Dana Marie, how gross is that name? i like the name Hailey Jane. But if anyone has any suggestions i'd like to hear them.
<33 |
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| Everything is Wonderful Tonight |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|01:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
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| | Nine Days~*~Absolutely (Story of a Girl) | ] | i miss everyone. i really do work too much. i just got home from work like 10 minutes ago. i've been there since 4. i've had those same hours since friday, without any days off. grr.... i need to stop working. i'm like dead.
it's been almost a week now, and i'm very upset. Again, i blame work.
My mom and Tony are going to Michigan the 29th through the second. saddly i can't go, but atleast they won't be home. Down side... my older brother will be home.
well i guess i should head to bed, i have to get up at 6:30am tomorrow, and i have to work 4-close again....::sigh::
<33 |
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| i won't let go till it bleeds.... |
[Jul. 18th, 2004|11:59 am] |
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| | exhausted | ] |
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| | Our Lady Peace~*~Not Enough | ] | i know, i know. i havn't updated in forever. i don't really have time for online anymore. i blame work. grr....
the nickelback/3doorsdown/puddle of mudd/thornley concert was amazing tuesday night. i went with Brenden and his cousin.
had my catch up date with Surbhi yesterday. We had much to talk about. I really want to hang out with Jordan and Erika as well though. i miss them greatly.
well i have to go. i'll try to update again this week. <33 |
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| i want you to make me cry.... |
[Jun. 30th, 2004|10:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
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| | July For Kings~*~Black Car | ] | i've become a workaholic. it's actually not as bad as you would think, my works fun. I'm just extreamly exhausted. It's weird to, cause it's like the more exhausted i get, the harder it is for me to sleep.... dootdoot. oh, well.
So whenever i'm not working i'm either at the quarry with my 'manda doll, or hanging out with courtney, chris, and kyle. Actually i've also hung out with the girls a few times this summer already, which made me very happy.
The one thing i'm laking is real hang out time with my cheeta. today was going to be it, but to many things got in the way, so we only got like an hour together. i miss her. :-(
i colse tomorrow. it's going to suck. i wish Brenden would come back. i miss him, and his tucked in tie. hahah.
might hang out with Jay saturday. i really want to, hope it works out. Maybe we can go to the quarry....
<33 |
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| like rollin' thunder chasing the wind |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|09:51 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | disappointed | ] |
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| | Live~*~ Lightning Crashes | ] | work today is going to suck. 11:30-8:00. gahh... and on top of that i don't feel good.
my dad went out of town on bussiness, so surbhi and i were suppose to take over his place tonight, for movies and chinese food. not sure if that is still happening...
so i guess jay and i are friends now. which i'm happy with. i might attend his party thing on saturday before work. haven't decided yet.
i miss my cheets... <33 |
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[Jun. 16th, 2004|01:49 pm] |
cheeta won't stop bitting me.... hahaha what a nerd. <3 |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|10:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | broken | ] | If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have an epic, sweaty, damn near legendary, 12 hour fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal |
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